[conscience]

Can you not see me?

My eyes are filled with tears

Can you not hear me?

Iv been crying all these years

I guess I've hidden it inside

Pushed it as deep as it can go

I guess I'm a pretty good actress

And never let it show

I'm afraid they see me weak

For just a single moment of the day

I'm afraid they see the little girl

Not the bitch that's tough in every single way

Only a select few have ever seen at my worst

Very few people have ever seen me cry

I apologize to those

They are not your problems, but mine

But as strong as I look

I have so many fears

And as tough as I seem

I've shed too many tears.